I'm glad we had those blocks, that now the high bed was a fun addition to our repretoire of locations that we can try - I like the sense of excitement I can feel from you. You jump on on the bed, spreading your legs wide for me, I can watch you rocking back and forth with every thrust, your breasts happily bouncing around, and with you in certain positions on the high bed, I got new feelings that I want to explore further. Of course being gone for a month, we can't explore them right away. Perhaps the part of my mind that comes up with fantasies knows this and avoids fantasizing about the bed too early - so these last few days my mind has been wandering to other thoughts, of the relationship between you and my body. How my body is now yours to possess, the ways that you can stimulate me, and in particular how you will try to give me pleasure in those ways.
Stimulation is new to my body and it takes some getting used to. My sensitive areas have long ago worked how to be stimulated by my hand, during the years I was alone. They also know how take action when I'm in you in a traditional way. But it is new for me and for these areas that are learning to receive stimulation in ways that are new to them, such as in your hands, and in your mouth. The angles are new, it is exciting when I'm sitting in the driver's seat for one example, it takes a little while before the excitement of the experience translates to the raw physical excitement. I can imagine the blood rushing to the points which you touch, filling me out, causing me to throb against you. I wonder what sort of feelings you get when you use your fingers - how it compares to my feelings when I brush my hands against your thighs. And what do you feel when you use your mouth - is it anything like the sensations I get when I use my tongue to find the little nub and ridge, where with every motion of my tongue your body has a reaction? I wonder what you are feeling, when you are sucking on my skin, or when your lips are planted firmly around my member, and you are looking up at me? I see behind those eyes a need, a raw animal need you're expressing for my body, and that excites me along with any physical stimulation. I can't take it for too long before I find I have to take over, take charge, get on top and start more intense motions. Especially if you are stimulating me for foreplay, or for a second-time-around to rouse me from the post-coital rest. Perhaps some time I should see how far I can let it continue, to surrender myself to your grasp and licks, without trying to shift into the missionary position. In the past I avoided it due to your concern about oozings, but then I was very excited when you admitted that you wouldn't always mind my output getting on you. There were definitely fantasies after that which would include you ending up hot, sticky and smiling, comfortable with our mutual needs for each other's bodies and the inevitable side effects of stimulation by a loving partner. Next steps are obvious, though you say, we're not yet ready for me to come in your mouth, it gives a goal, something else fun to work toward, and try different alternatives to find things that are fun for both of us. This is an exciting evolution for me, not just because of the new ways that it could give me pleasure, but of the thoughts of you wanting me to find new pleasures - and I hope to be able to help you to grow and discover new sensations throughout your body and mind as well.
Tonight I'm alone. You fell asleep and I hope you are having some very pleasant dreams similar to the ones I will have. Right now I will imagine your weight as if you are asleep and lying partially atop me. And I will imagine your scent, stretching across you, the mix of our sweats from our imagined exertions, rising with the heat and moistness in your hair.
